Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Brother first day at camp. I miss him... i miss him. i truly noe the meaning of taken granted of my brother. SO sad... i miss him. There is less laughter and agruments in home. is too peaceful. i dun like it.
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Thursday, March 18, 2004
Haiz.. now i d/l 2 songs, so com dam lack. Is lacking menz...So tired. Today i muz try to finish my math. I hate math. Through i used to like them. BUt now they are giving me alot problems esp the bRa...Albra i mean.Too hard to figure our. I wonder how i am going to live withour my brothre beside me to coarch me. Shit.. i really dunno how to do. STupic Math. Still gt voc test. Go and die lahz. So mani tests. i still haf to finish wat ever shit shit DnT...Haiz..Nvm, now at least gt my best friend beside me. Is better den noithing rite. i wonder if i can go watch moive on 25 march. scooby Doo 2. I like Scooby Doo ever since i am young. Lame...:P i now dun like anyone, so u no nid to find out. :P Really. Cross my heart and hope to die. But if i did, i tell u. So dun worry. I treat everyone equally. wan ling stead for 6 mths liao. HaHa.. so close. She and her stead. But i stil dunno her stead name. He look quite ok. ai Ya... gtg. bye bye c Ya... niGht NIghT
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Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Me and cheryl friendship relationship gt back to lrainway track again. :p happy. Btw... tommy now steading wif cheryl. Tat is quite good lohz.
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Sunday, March 14, 2004
Today rocks!! Athough in the end i am both tired and hurgry, but i really enjoy my day at Sentosa. Through i make alot mistakes. HaHa... now i am so tired, tmr we meeting fu lao shi! HaHa... i looking forward tmr! Fu lao shi will be happy to c us de! HaHa...
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Friday, March 12, 2004
Today we got running again.. i got a C grade. Quite good lahz. Still can accept it. HeHe... 16.30 If i late by 10 s... i will get a D grade le.
HaIz... Change of seating, cheryl now sitting with shu yan eunice feli. Haiz.. no choice... we r not best friends after all. But i shall not haf no regrets...I shall not. So wat i dun haf.. through we make promises like we will be best friend forever. But she WAS the ONE FIRST not to trust me. She didnt even tell me she now steading when she suppose to tell me everything. But i noe she under stress... so i nvm... i juz let her tink i dunno...in fact i noe lahZ...She told feli almost the secrets... she dont call me often... she frown when toking to me... she fel irrated when u speak to me. She dun laugh infront me... i nv hear her laughter to me ever since Feb. Does she noe how hurt i felt? DOES SHE NOES.. mayb my face dont show anyting, but my heart was like Breaking into pieces... can she hear the heart breaking? DOes she feel it? Does she noe tat? NOe wat i am tinking? i tot she should noe everyting. OK... i am sure i dunno her anyting... btu she didnt tryto tell me.. why? DO i haf her at a best friend.. when i noe sumday i will be hurt afterall... friendship dun last forvever.... they onli last for a few years... when they are no more interested in each other, or theynoe eachother too well... they will tink the person is too common and start to... I feel like crying again... i tink of the last time duringmy pri sch... i had this feeling again.. the fear of making friends...i tot is fear is gone when i met cheryl... now the fear came back... the fear... the fear...i can feel the fear again... i fear of making best friends, becuz fear of they leave me behind... the fear is horrible....i can tok now... it will make me wrost till...i felt like dying... i felt there is noone i can rely on. NOONE..I haf one dream be4. All friends left me behind in a dark place, i was so alone, alone in the dark... the fear is creeping into me.....I dun wan to say sorry to cheryl... she done worong firs.t.. now i haf the fear back...i promise now... i DUN wan to make a very best friends again... nv... they can nv be trusted.
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Thursday, March 11, 2004

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Today i juz broke up my friendship with cheryl. I juz dont understand her, neither does she understand me. I failed being a good friend for her... But i have no regrets of having a friend like her who lights up my life and also darkens my shinning life. Sounds very dramatic rite? Gape at my words ba. Me and jun xian have nothing in common. We juz dun match lohz. HaHa... wat i toking ah. Haiz.. i now heck care hu i like. I juz wan back a best friend like cheryl.... but she .. u haf no idea wat she was tinking. Today sheryl was not pleased with the new sitting arrangment. Haiz... she placed all the good friends beside her... den sheryl was very Unhappy wif cheryl. Haiz.. but cheyrl done her best liao. Heck care. Juz place me beside a gal like xin ying den i can ask all my question. Den tommy behind me can ask sci. HaHa... i so jian rite. Haiz.. stupic trainer, nv cum today, waste my time playing trombone. Quite bad dae today for me. Cried infront ppl. den sucking.... i felt tat i am so stupic. I need care and concern, u cant juz give me all the care den left me alone for the rest. I cant live de... i muz haf friends... i cant live without friends... altough i also enjoy attention.. but not too much.. i juz nid care...i onli nid tat... issit too much? NO i dun tink so... i juz nid a tap on my shoulder my when i nid it... a tap... a slap on my back i also dun mind.. at least i noe sumone in this world cares for me.
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
Sorry ah.. so many days nv blog. HaHa..nvm de... now i blog... cant be too mani...juz wan to tell u i wan to buy for wat tings for ppl birthday
Grogory- White file
Samuel- Blue pencil box
JunXian- Socks
The others i still tinking...will update when i wan to de
byEe
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